December 2009
70 posts
CIAN!!!
Skype never saved you to my list when I tried accepting your request thru my iPhone. It’s the only way I can talk till my laptop gets back virus free so please skype me a message : )
Sooo
My laptop got a virus last night when i was skyping so my screen went black and then i restarted it and got all these annoying virus pop ups so i had to bring it to geek squad today so they can fix it, so i dont have a computer for about 3 days so if you need to get ahold of me do it through my iphone since our desktop got sent out to check for virus’s and my dads laptop which i am on now is...
PS
Smores goldfish rule the world :)
Tonight Sucked...
Never going out on a date with an ex boyfriend EVER again. anywhoo time to relax and watch American Pie the book of love :)
22 days till i leave :) i couldnt be happier
Here Goes Nothing....
Finishing getting ready then going out to dinner with my now ex boyfriend, i dont know why i agreed to do this but i did, oh well at least after this i am going to get my nails done and some shopping since i politely declined his invite to the movies. i just cant wait to leave here in 23 days its soo close yet soo far away. anywhoo i will let you all know how my night goes with this. Wish me luck
Ugh Why
Did i decide to say yes to go to the movies tonight with my now ex bf which what would have been our aniversary today. seriously ughhh idk what im getting myself into. someone come save me and we can go to panera bread,go to the mall, just make my day better
Just made
The best Strawberry Mango Banana smoothie EVER!!!!! fuck using milk i hate it haha so i used apple juice like they do at this smoothie place here and thats what i normally get there :) i am an excellent smoothie maker
Decided not to
Go back home to Boston today, due to the weather and i am too tired for a 6 hour drive even though it would be worth it, i just have soo much going on i just want to stay in bed all day and do nothing even though i will probly force myself to go to the mall or something today probly go tanning and get my nails done so i can be like the girls on jersey shore :)
I'm extremely bored, someone tell me how their day...
(via artpixie)
my day was horrible, i broke up with my bf for my ex who is my true love even though hes still with his gf, but on a happier note im going back home to Boston today. How was yours?
icodeforlove
Thank you for Following, sorry if my posts have been pretty depressing lately, i just have a lot going on
Right Now
MTV is playing the most depressing songs ever, its making me think of what i cant have, seriously cant wait to go to Boston today with Jackie, i need to go back home and get the fuck out of NY. I dont belong here at all, i dont fit in here. I often wonder why my parents decided to move here, one of the worst places ever. I just want to be back home where everyone talks the same and im not...
I just Cant
seem yo get you off my mind no matter what i do, i try to nap and your in my dreams. clearly i am getting more and more upset each day but its not like it matters to you. 3
On another note, i called things off with the bf today and now hes saying that i never cared about him or anythign but watever its life it doesnt matter. i have too much other shit on my min right now and your not here when i...
Cian Barton!!!
Makes my life complete :) I cant wait till we start sending each other packages, i am going to anxiously await my package from the land down under.
Thinking about going to Boston tomorrow for the day with my cousin, it will feel good to go back home :) Kinda in the mood to work out to Biggest Loser some more or play some Vancouver Olympics with Mario and Sonic. havent slept a wink since 230am...
I feel
AMAZING, after only 20 minute workout on biggest loser for the wii, it was actually alot of fun, now all that is left for tonight is relaxing, playing more wii, and watching some movies while i let my hair dry from my shower.
Soo excited to go and buy new stuff for college next semester tomorrow will be a fun day :) now im only waiting to see which dorm im in and who my suitemates are
About to
Play Biggest Loser on my Wii, this will be one interesting workout
630pm
Just woke up for the day, well night, and i aready just want to go back to bed, when am not sleeping i have this wicked headache
Watching some TV and passing back out.
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I need to
Stop posting soo many depressing posts but its how i feel and every little thing reminds me of him, honestly i think today i am going to call things off with the current boyfriend just because i cant deal with it anymore, im not as in love with him as i once thought i was, and i cant fake a smile and pretend that im ok when im around him or when i talk to him. i need to just start over with my...
6am
still no luck with sleep and too many things are running through my mind that i cant get off no matter how hard i try to not think of it.
Say goodnight not goodbye… i dont know what else to say really. just fml and i need to get over everything
i just wish
i knew why i was soo upset over numerous things….its really starting to bug me, maybe i will just stay in my room with bottles upon bottles of bacardi, captain morgan, and some absolut vodka for the next 25 days in hopes of spending the whole day sleeping and the whole night drinking. i just need to get out of here ASAP and set things straight with the one person who i truly love.
I feel...
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505 am
Still wide awake thinking about wayy too much. Just finished watching Waiting, now watching Dawsons Creek Series Finale episode then probly starting off with Season 1 of the Hills or Season 2 of Keeping up with the Kardashians, havent decided yet, both great shows but idk which one to watch, i might just watch American Teenager(if i can find it) since i originally was going to watch Twilight but...
I know
That no guy is worth my tears but i cant help but pour my heart and soul into the one guy who i truly love, hes pretty much the only reason as to why i am moving 6 hours away for school so we can go to school together, it sounds retarded i know but its true love. i dont know what to do with myself anymore i have never been this upset over a guy in my life. its ridiculous because i shouldnt let it...
Just
Hooked up my new flat screen tv that i got for xmas, now playing wii sports resort and drinking a lot of rum :) i need to get a lot of shit off my mind.
I just have to keepthinking 26 days (well now 25) since its 1am but 25 days till i am out of here and things turn for the best
Christmas Gifts part 1
So went over to Justin’s tonight and we celebrated our Christmas on Christmas Eve since my whole day tommorrow is celebrating like 3 other Christmas’s so he got me the cutest things i could ever ask for even though he has been giving me christmas gifts here and there since like november. My Christmas with him was probly the best ever, I got
New Uggs
Iphone
Coach Bag
Coach Clutch
...
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Merry Christmas
Munching on some delicious Christmas Cookies and finishing wrapping some presents.
Decided to
Go over to Justin’s even though i dont feel good, but i am bumming it over there in sweatpants and a hoodie for the reasons that my calf still kills me from my tattoo, and i dont feel good. I think were going to Panera Bread then bck to his house for Christmas and Movies
Sick
On Christmas fucking Eve….ughh this is a great way to start off the holidays. i still have quite a bit of presents to wrap but have no motivation what so ever to do so.
Kinda upset since my plans with Justin had to change. We are no longer celebrating our Christmas tonigt because i dont feel good :( I was looking forward to it till i woke up from my nap and got sick. So we are celebrating...
Bad Christmas Eve so far
Seriously having the worst day ever and im running on 2 hours of sleep, every little thing is pissing me off. and not to mention this one guy who i had a thing with is pissing me off because its not my fault plans changed because its fucking christmas eve and a lot of places are either closed or clos early. im seriously about ready to tell your gf everything that has happend, so merry fucking...
Guys
Are douchebags, endofstory.
Running on like 2 hours of sleep and already having a bad day…
Insomnia part 2
is 540am and i cant sleep a wink. my leg is burning from my tattoo and i am beyond tired but cant seem to go to dream land.
I have nothing to really do today except wait for the last of my packages to arrive then wrap my gifts to my parents, then watch christmas movies and nap before going to justin’s to have an early christmas with him and his family :) then its 24 friggin hours of A...
Cian!!!
cianbarton:
caitlincatastrophe:
I miss you!!! we need to Formspring soon and you need to respond to my email.
helllooo!
responding now (:
yay, i cant wait to read it. i keep forgetting that we have a huge time difference because i was just about to ask you why are you up at 445am haha
Cian!!!
I miss you!!! we need to Formspring soon and you need to respond to my email.
Insomnia
Seriously?! haha this is killing me but i guess its ok since i can nap through out the day tomorrow, and my calf is burning like a bitch from my sick tattie as molly and andrew call it. i love it and its my 2nd favorite tattoo ever. thank you andrew :)
Soo Santy Clause comes tonight and i still have yet to wrap all my gifts and i am waiting on 2 packages to come tomorrow.
I have a hard decision...
Here's to the fast times; the times we felt alive;...
(via jackinicole)
I have here’s to the fast times, the times we felt alive tattooed on my chest :)
6am
So i am up and itchy as hell because Justin and I decided to go get a gingerbread house kit and put it together, well we decided to get one where we only had to frost the shit together and not have it already put together and just decorate it, so we were putting it together and our roof kept sliding off so we were getting fed up with it, let alone they didnt give us enough frosting to decorate it...
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Fed Up
I am glad you told me to not text you again, you honestly ruined whatever we had left in life and you ruined things with my boyfriend and your girlfriend, i hate being stuck in the situation of i want you back but i cant have you because you dont want me all because i dont run on your time. its bullshit. all i feel like doing is staying in bed all day and eatting chocolate but i get to go help one...
Certain
People need to stop fucking texting me, this is the reason as to why i got another phone is so that i can block your number on my blackberry and then you wont know my number for my iphone so therefore you cant contact me because i refuse to add you to facebook everytime you friend request me, you are seriously a fucking creep and a loser who needs a life and to stop stalking me, get the fuck over...
Why
Do i set myself up for things in life that make me happy at the moment but then the next day i cry my eyes out? i wish i knew why i did this to myself, its not a fun thing and on a sad note, one of my best friends is on a plane back home to British Columbia for a month :( when she gets back i wont be here so last night me and some friends all went christmas shopping for each other and then went...